Sept. 16, 2003

the one

i wanted, but i couldn't, so it ends here.

there are a lot of things i could not give. a whole fucken lot.

yeah this hurts. it fucken does.

but if really, this one you're dealing with, is looking for *the* one, and it can't be fucken you, then where do you go?

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i still want to burn my sheets, just so everybody knows. then i can blow the ashes away.