Sept. 2, 2004

crap

x: i love you.
me: no, you don't.

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x: may sasabihin ako sa yo.
me: ano?
x: cool off tayo.
me: (pause) sure.
x: de, joke lang. naniwala ka?
me: di naman tayo nag-on, pano tayo magcoo-cool off?

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I'm tired of being an afterthought. Of being an excuse. Of being a sidenote, a secret. I'm tired. I'm tired, I need more than this.