Nov. 29, 2004

happy blogging

trying, trying...

sige. para hindi depressed ang mood ng entry na ito, i think i'll just write about the latest update about... erm, about our thesis - god, people, ganito ka-boring ang buhay ko! (rather, ganito kalungkot)

so, anyway, tapos ko na i-transcribe interview ko with mr perry calara. yay for me, ang boring kong tao. tas sumakit yung ulo ko kababasa ng postmodernism. shet, hindi talaga siya for me. sumasakit lang talaga ang ulo ko.

anyway.

wala na akong masabing masaya.

naiinis ako dahil dumadaan na naman ako sa cycle ng buhay ko na napapraning ako at feel ko taken ako for granted. :( well actually, totoo naman - that's what i am. a given. (ah yan? iwan mo yan jan, pagbalik mo anjan pa rin yan, not to worry... grrr totoo.) god i'm so stable, i should shoot myself one of these days just to show people i could be unstable sometimes.

maybe i should go home extremely drunk. again. soon. that's the only time i've ever felt how it is to have somebody else take care of me. agh.

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siguro kung iba akong tao at kilala ko yung sarili ko bilang isang kaibigan, minsan aayain ko sarili ko (as somebody else) uminom minsan, saka babatukan ko sarili ko, sabay banat, "alam mo ikaw, problema sa yo, tanga ka."

i need that.

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okay, somebody has to give me credit for trying to blog happily, but...

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on a different note: has anybody seen that lindsay lohan video?! grrrrowl, tangna, is that girl really younger than me?! (stares) shit.

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sabi ni sir lacaba: walang fox sa pilipinas. hahaha yun lang. kaaliw talaga yung prof na yun, mish ko na si sir...